Dat was lang geleden

als jij eens wist wat er allemaal in mijn leven speelde
als iemand eens wist wat er allemaal aan de hand was
dan zou het allemaal logisch zijn
maar tot die tijd
totdat iemand het begrijpt
is het allemaal één grote wirwar
en lijkt het alsof het leven aan mij voorbij gaat
alsof er van alles met me gebeurd
maar ik er niks van mee krijg

Sing with me please!

Don't come up to me and say you like it
It's better if you say you hate it, that's the truth exactly
When we go out dancing I don't want to be bothered
I just want to be bothered with real love

So I heard it's no good to run
but it feels so much better now that it's done
and tonight I have to leave it

So I've heard you know how to write it
does it mean you're good at putting things on paper?
Rumours say that you're very sorry
Oh no you're not sorry, no you're not

So I heard it's no good to run
but it feels so much better now that it's done
and tonight I have to leave it

Why don't you give love?
Why don't you give love?

Tonight I have to leave it

The end

It was weird seeing you again
Talking to you made me feel even weirder
I never thought I would actually enjoy it
I never thought I could be not mad at you
It was almost like we were friends or something
I remembered who you are, how you speak and how you act
I remembered those small things I so desperately wanted to forget
Everything came back to me

But now I can say I forgive you
You were young, and so was I
And now I can say I do not love you anymore
You are forgotten
And you always will be forgotten
Even though I still want to talk to you, want to have a little more from you
Know things about you
I will never love you again

WAUW!!!

My boyfriend and I booked a vacation today...

I'll tell you a secret...

this will be the best vacation EVAAAAHHH...

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I LOVE VACATION.. unfortunately I still have 3 more tests untill mine begins

It's the United States of "Don't Touch That Thing Right in Front of You."

Amelia Earhart: [Sees Kah Mun Rah's men approaching] Crimey, we've been jimmy-jacked!
Larry Daley: Jimmy-jacked?
Amelia Earhart: It's how I speak!
Larry Daley: Yeah, but that sounds made-up, even for you...
Amelia Earhart: [flatly] 'Oh no, our path has been blocked by bad people' where's the excitement in that?

I went to the movie with my two little brothers today!
I didn’t see night at the museum 1, so I was scared I didn’t like the movie because I didn’t understand it or something.
But it was SO fun.

Hope you had a nice weekend!


Two words come to my mind when I hear you speak, weird and delusional
And If I had to pick a third... goofy

Study

Makes me wanna scream

Ain't no mountain high enough

I have an addiction.
And it’s not good.
I have to study, study and most of all study!!
But instead I play sims 3.

Sorry!


I'll be there when you want me

20 november 2007

This is one of the first things I wanted to write on my blog... like a year and a half ago.
But back then I decided a blog wasn't ment for me.
It's funny to read, so enjoy

Well, since some of my friends have a blog I kind of want to start with one two. Some say that when you write things down you just feel better, and maybe that is what I need. First of all I want to tell you (if anyone is going to read this) that I’m Dutch. My English will be a bit wrong sometimes, I guess, and I hope you will forgive me for that. I’m not going to tell you my name yet, just because I like to be anonymous. It’s not that I was planning to put my biggest secrets on the internet or something, but I just don’t want anyone, who I know, to find out what’s really going on in my head and in my life. Yes, that’s me. I don’t tell everything to everybody. I like to have little secrets. I like to keep things to myself and then think about it. I love thinking, because then nobody knows what’s going on in your head. If you speak everybody knows, if you think they just don’t. It’s this weird thing actually. Well I believe it’s weird, you may think whatever you want.


Only when we are no longer afraid, do we begin to live

7th thing

I love this song.
Even though I don't hate my boyfriend or something.

And the 7th thing I like most that you do
You make me love you, you do

Sugar

I had a great weekend!

Friday was a bit sad. I had some drama with my boyfriend but we worked it out. Witch was nice!

Saturday my little brother had a party. Thirty kids came over, it was nice though! After the party my boy and I helped cleaning and we went to his house.

Sunday started relaxed but now I’m busy studying (iewl). I have all these exams next week and the week after that.

So how was your weekend?

Confession: Maybe my boyfriend and I found ourselves a home! I LOVE IT.

So call me your sugar

By the way

My teacher told me to stop laughing. He told me it made me look like I was insecure.
And I just thought: You suck.
So I smiled at him.

He said it was ‘unprofessional’ to laugh all the time.
And I just thought: You suck.
So I said: I understand.

And so he smiled at me and I smiled at him.
Knowing that I would laugh even harder the next time.

I wish

Actually I have to make this stupid report for school, but I just wished I was somewhere else, doing something else and being with someone else.
It’s just so boring…
Anyway I don’t think I want to have a blog anymore. It’s just so hard to come up with something to share everyday. But on the other hand maybe it could be fun.

Yesterday I was thinking about what kind of people there are and I started to put them in ‘boxes’. (It was when I was at work so most of the boxes have something to do with food)
1. Fat people, they buy al lot of unhealthy food (and I mean A LOT)
2. Skinny people, they don’t buy that much
3. People with children
4. People who only buy something that’s on sale
5. People who don’t buy anything
6. People who look sad
7. People who look happy
8. People who talk to you
9. People I know
10. People with a lot of money
11. People with not that much money
12. People I like
13. People I don’t like

And as I was thinking about all these boxes, I wondered what kind of person am I? What kind of box do I belong to? But then I thought it’s just a moment. Maybe one day this girl is very sad and maybe the other day she will be happy.
Maybe we just belong in every box.


I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met

Help!?

Confession: I need something to laugh about

Love this!

On the road

Confession --> I hope I’ll never see an accident again

Today I woke up at 6:45 and I was SO tired.
Anyway, when I did everything I do in the morning my mom, my little brother and I got in the car. We went to the hospital in Groningen, BUT when we were at the A28 this car in front of us kind of had an accident. The woman in the car just lost control and bumped into this other car. I called 112 and the police came. We were so shocked: but we had to move on to the hospital.

I hope I’ll never see an accident again. I just can’t stop thinking about it. It was like we watched a movie or something!

Played it hard and fast, cause I had everything

Puzzle me

Lay-out

Blalakflahuehgiusdhksdhglrgier


I CONFESS.. I hate that I don't know how to make this work!

Sweeter, Sexier, Smarter

I confess I want to be a better person. But I’m just not better. I’m just me.
So here I am… Sweeter, Sexier, Smarter

But don't forget that I need you too. More than I've ever needed anybody before.

Knuffelkoningin

Today I did a little shopping, worked and did a little nothing. When I was shopping I saw this pants and I loved it. But when I tried it on it was just not me! So I didn’t buy it…
Actually today I am able to confess I went shopping and didn’t buy a thing. That’s a nice confession.

Then I spend some time with my sweet boyfriend, witch was nice. :)

But for now I have to go to bed, I have to get up at 6 am tomorrow…


Playtime is over

Ik heb gelijk.

Today I confess

Girls are always right when it comes to a relationship. We just are. So don’t argue with us, just go with it!

You know you love me :)

But it's better if you do

I don't care anymore...

One Art

The art of losing isn't hard to master;
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster.
Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.
I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.
--Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.

by Elizabeth Bishop

In an absolut world

I will:

• pack your lunch


• make the bed


• always kiss you when you're mad

You will:

• catch the spiders


• get the mail


• hug me all the time

Today I confess

1. Maybe I should accept the fact that there’s nothing between us.
Never was and never will be.
2. I had the relaxed day ever!
3. I should work on my schoolproject and I want to, but I never actually do it.
4. Saw 2 weird movies.



Just listen to the music of the traffic in the city

So, my first confession…

I must confess I sat outside the whole afternoon reading a book while actually I had to go to the gym with my friend. I haven’t been in the gym for 2 weeks now. And that is bad, really bad. Cause I’m paying for it.
However the nice shiny weather made me stay at home and so another week has gone by without doing my fitness exercises.